reboot

I am so tired of possibilities scrapped out from under me. It's literally been more than a decade. Shouldn't I have caught at least one break now?

Also, please don't give any bullshit about being intimidating or non-receptive, that's just what lonely people say after the fact. Trust me, plenty of windows of opportunity were left open, no one can accuse me of being closed off.

To a careless, skimming eye, this must all seem terribly cynical and whiny, but honestly, when there's not a cloud in the sky, why keep on forecasting rain?

I wish I were a robot so I can program the Hope Button off for a while. It's so very exhausting.

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