I am so stingy with my happiness. For other people. For myself. 99% of my batteries run on loss aversion. I just want to be genuinely happy for people I care about without worrying how things will change, and if they will change for the worse, and what to do just case they do take a turn for the worse. It’s like I’m constantly prepping myself against becoming collateral damage of other people’s happiness. What a terrible and irrational thought. Shouldn’t my mindset run something like: happiness begets happiness? Maybe it’s just the old fear of putting too many eggs in one basket. And if that basket happens to beget little chicks, then the insurance premium would of course, have to go up.
Yep, that’s everything. Everything and not a percent more.
Even losing you, the joking voice, a gesture
I love, I shan’t have lied, it’s evident
The art of losing’s not too hard to master,
Though it may look like (write it) like disaster.
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